Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and think about how much I’ve wasted. And about everything I didn’t do. And it just makes me feel sick. Because you can’t remedy that; you can only do your best to not let it happen again.
So why do I keep doing it?

I’m working my way out of the winter doldrums, finally. I wasn’t depressed or anything, just kind of … blah. The grey, snowy weather does that. It just makes me want to go straight home after work. There’s not a lot of motivation to get out and do things if you’re not a winter sports [...]

I’m still here. Just not in the mood to write. Too many other things going on, both around me and in my head. Nothing bad though, so don’t worry.
I did upgrade to MT 3.15, and I’ve got some fixing to do still since that .org/.com debacle. The adresses are completely interchangeable now, so it doesn’t [...]