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Fri. 8 Feb 1991
So many plans for today - and so little accomplished. Ray took me to lunch (yet again) and I got to the bank - needed change for tomorrow’s “moving sale.” That represents a full day’s activities for me. My mind wants so much more than my [...]

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Thur. 7 Feb 1991
Another one of my numberless days in limbo. It’s so hard to believe that almost two months have gone by since I got sick and went in the hospital. Such a long time to have wasted - with nothing to show for it. It seems like [...]

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Wed. 6 Feb 1991
Three weeks ago I had serious doubts that I’d write this much in my diary. How many more days will I get to write? Only God knows the answer to that. I still haven’t gotten my G.A. check in the mail - so I need to [...]

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Tue. 5 Feb 1991
Luis came by again today - to take me to the Big Nickel and place the “moving sale” ad. There’s something sad about having to sell most of what I own - just to survive a while longer. It really defines how alone I am in [...]

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Mon. 4 Feb. 1991
Today was the big trip to the AIDS Foundation in Salt Lake. Between Luis and I, we made twelve phone calls to set up a definite appointment for today. It turned out exactly as I thought - they really don’t offer any services in Ogden. It [...]

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Sun. 3 Feb 1991
First day back at church for many weeks. I only stayed for the Testimony Meeting - too tired to stay for the next two. I hope that I can start to go on a regular basis. If I have the house sale next week, I won’t [...]

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Sat. 2 Feb 1991
Felt dead tired all day long. At least yesterday was a better day - maybe tomorrow will be, too. Luis came by for a short time this afternoon and I was almost too tired to sit and talk. It gets so hard to just sit all [...]

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Fri. 1 Feb 1991
Got out of the house for a few hours and joined the living world. Although I didn’t get much done, I still feel like I got started. I’ll put an ad in the Big Nickel Monday and hopefully can sell enough next weekend to pay for [...]

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Thur. 31 Jan 1991
Very depressing day. Basically, my best efforts to take care of things got nothing done. Didn’t take care of the house, grocery store, laundry, etc. It’s hard to see my whole life fall apart and not have the strength to stop it. I don’t know how [...]

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Wed. 30 Jan 1991
I have just about run out of resources to help me get my things out of the house. I guess it’s true that people line up at your door if you have something they need or want. Where are those same people now that I need [...]